pizzasex
12-04-2007, 08:35 PM
I was going to blog this on here anyway, but now I guess I have a shot at a prize for it!
On my last birthday, I turned 47. For all of these years, I never thought about BSDM, all that weird leather wear and the lifestyle was totally unknown to me. I just wasn't interested - oh sure, back in my 20's and 30's my wife and I (later a girlfriend or two) would tie each other up and tease and play. But nothing really beyond what many couples experiment with.
Fast forward to November of this year. I was googling information about "Intermuscular Shots" to learn about why my testosterone goes into my butt and not my arm when I stumbled onto spanking topics! I joined this site on Thanksgiving day, a day before going hiking with a female friend. I guess I had this site on my mind as we walked....
She'd not ever been hiking and I worried about her endurance so I choose a 4.2 mile trek (knowing that even that distance may present a problem for her). But I was wrong, she kept up very well. Part way thru the hike, we were being silly and I said something off-color. I apologized and told her that she could "spank me for that." We continued about 200 feet down the trail and she said, "wait". She'd been walking behind me since the trail is very narrow at the point. She grabbed my arm and I thought she was going to knock a bug off my pack. I was wrong, she delivered 5-6 hard hand slaps to my backside! The straps from my backpack (with their plastic hooks) were hanging down. As these hooks swung under her hand, they struck me and kinda hurt.
I got VERY aroused and even had to unzip and make adjustments to avoid discomfort! I thought little of this, and turned by mind back to being 'tour guide'.
Later that night, alone at the end of the day, I googled "spanking". I did a lot of reading! The next day, I kept obsessing on spanking. It consumed me so much, that I just had to know just what all of this spanking nonsense was about.
Let me stop here and tell you that I had been seeing an "Erotic Massage Provider" since about 2001. I hadn't gone to see her for over 2 years, mostly due to financial concerns. She provided only erotic massage and a "hand job" finish, but that was all I'd needed! It occured to me that she did provide some light BDSM type services. Her time costs over $3 a minute, but this seemed a safe and easy way to help me explore my curiosity. I called her, we caught up and spoke for about 45 minutes. It was good to talk to an old friend. She said to come on up.
When I arrived, we started as normal, with a relaxing but stimulating massage. This is when I told her I really needed her help in exploring a curiosity I had. She was more than happy to help! She was massaging me, and had me on my stomach on the bed. She was between my legs, on her knees and rubbing my back. Without warning, she started mixing slaps on my ass with the rubdown. Shortly, I didn't want the massage, but wanted to take things a step further.
She sat on an ottoman-type seat and down I went OTK. (It's odd, I am 202 pounds and she's about 5' 5" and maybe 105 pounds, here I am across her knee?!?!?) Well, she started with the spanking again and the submissive pose I took intensified the pleasure!!! When she yelled, "Bad BOY!" and hit me as hard as she could, I got excited - my erection stuck between her legs and she said, "Oh, I can tell you like being a 'bad boy'!"
It seems silly to me, to be called a 'bad boy' at age 47 by a 30 year old woman half my physical size, it seems silly - but the fact remains that I liked it more than I thought I would.
We are about 20 mins into our time together and maybe 10-15 minutes into the spanking. And I'm already wanting more! But she had nothing to hit me with, DAMN! THen, I remembered my leather belt from my jeans. I asked her if she'd use it on me, she said, "Sure. If that's what you think you want, Mark."
So, I quickly got it and handed it to my cute, petite and naked punisher!
I jumped on the bed, with her standing to my left, I got on "all fours", wondering just how far I could let this go before it ceased to be fun. I would soon find out!
She started "strapping" me with the folded-over belt. It hurt, but it was wonderful. As the session continued, (the strapping went on for close to 40 minutes) I encouraged her to "turn up the heat". She complied. We also went into the mirror-covered bathroom so I could watch her hit me. It intensified the passion by seeing her draw back and let it go. But it wasn't as much fun standing up (even with the view) as being in a "presenting" position on the bed. We took a water break for about 3 minutes and then went back at it. I knew my time (1 1/2 hour session) was slipping away. She said, "you are REALLY enjoying this, aren't you?"
I said, "Oh, I am."
She: "I am surprised, Mark, you never seemed the type that would go in for this."
Me: "I am as surprised as you are!"
About 25 minutes into it, I told her to "try to hurt me, I want to see how far I can go." She combined some light hits with the most powerful ones she could do (she said she'd imagine the face of her neighbor on my ass and try to beat her senseless!) She also would space the strikes out at irregular intervals, even leaving the room to go to the kitchen and QUIETLY returning so as to hit me with NO warning! This was WONDERFUL. The cracking sound of my folded-over belt was WONDERFUL! It was so LOUD!
Towards the end, she was throwing her whole body weight into it to hit me as hard as she could. It hurt, but it also gave me an almost painfully strong erection. Some hits were hard enough, and she would surprise me by delaying and quietly striking, so that I'd actually fall from all fours to a prone position on the bed. IT WAS SO WONDERFUL! Once, even before I got back up and 'assumed the postion', she struck me while lying there. This startled the hell out of me! (She was worth every dollar I paid her). After about 40 minutes, and within 20 minutes of our time being up, she said, "You are really getting read back here, and you have a 'welt' on your right cheek." I reached around and felt my flushed, warm ass and a little puffy lump on the lower part of my right cheek. I was so proud that I'd taken such a beating and enjoyed the hell out of it. I took about 15 more good hits and we sat together on the bed for a hand job finish.
I usually respond to her hands and lotions very well. And I did come, but the fact was, after what I'd been thru, the handjob was a bit of a let down!!!!!! I simply liked being, well, beaten like an animal!
Afterwards we talked for a minute and she said it again, "I am really surprised, Mark. You simply never struck me as the type to enjoy all of that, and you REALLY enjoyed it. I spank quite a few clients, but only a few get off on it like you did. I think you should explore this more."
And I DID explore it more. I joined this site. Two days later, I told my female friend about getting spanked by the lady above. She asked me why I didn't ask HER to do it! I told her I didnt' feel comfortable asking a platonic friend to do that, AND I wanted a 'disinterested professional' to help me explore this.
Well, she said she was willing to spank me, if only for the chance to see me naked!!! So, that evening I undressed for her and she strapped me with the belt for about 10 minutes. It was just as wonderful as the night before! But she ALSO pointed out that I had three "black and blue" marks on my right cheek from the previous day's beating! I was so proud, the redness had gone away but the bruises matured into marks that took 7 days to go away!
The next friday was the "Forum Members" party at 1763. I attended but started to suffer from terrible pain in my shoulder that is the result of going too far with my push-ups and other exercises that I started 8 weeks ago. I left the party before it WAS a party. I was so pissed that I was gonna miss out on such a cool new adventure!
But, I will be back. I will be naked, I will take a beating and I will have the time of my life! (Still not sure about a "whip", it sounds like too much for me. But I will at least TRY to take it.) The spanking bench looks like fun, but also posing for my beating and taking commands such as "present that ass", and "keep still, you aren't done" sound like fun, too. In my experience above, the spanker was really taking MY commands - which is why the not knowing when or how hard she would hit was important, it took the 'control' away from me. And that was important to my experience.
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I got my question answered, I now know I like being 'spanked' almost more than I like pounding a girl's pussy with my dick. I might just like it even MORE than sex.
But I now have a list, a list of so many MORE questions:
What am I: A sub? A bottom? A slave?
Or am I just a guy who likes to have women spank/belt/whip/beat me, and will I be a misfit at 1763?
Would I allow a GUY to turn my ass red? Would I enjoy it?
Will I really have the nerve to get naked in a group setting?
Will I REALLY like being naked around a big group of people?
Will I have the smallest penis in the room, and if I do, will anyone care but me?
Will I have the largest penis in the room, and if I do, will anyone care but me?
Do I obsess on things too much? (I think we have the answer to that one already.)
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Thanks for reading!
Stay tuned to "Pizza's Discovery --- Diary of a BSDM Novice" and learn the answer to these and other questions. And I'll learn as you do...
On my last birthday, I turned 47. For all of these years, I never thought about BSDM, all that weird leather wear and the lifestyle was totally unknown to me. I just wasn't interested - oh sure, back in my 20's and 30's my wife and I (later a girlfriend or two) would tie each other up and tease and play. But nothing really beyond what many couples experiment with.
Fast forward to November of this year. I was googling information about "Intermuscular Shots" to learn about why my testosterone goes into my butt and not my arm when I stumbled onto spanking topics! I joined this site on Thanksgiving day, a day before going hiking with a female friend. I guess I had this site on my mind as we walked....
She'd not ever been hiking and I worried about her endurance so I choose a 4.2 mile trek (knowing that even that distance may present a problem for her). But I was wrong, she kept up very well. Part way thru the hike, we were being silly and I said something off-color. I apologized and told her that she could "spank me for that." We continued about 200 feet down the trail and she said, "wait". She'd been walking behind me since the trail is very narrow at the point. She grabbed my arm and I thought she was going to knock a bug off my pack. I was wrong, she delivered 5-6 hard hand slaps to my backside! The straps from my backpack (with their plastic hooks) were hanging down. As these hooks swung under her hand, they struck me and kinda hurt.
I got VERY aroused and even had to unzip and make adjustments to avoid discomfort! I thought little of this, and turned by mind back to being 'tour guide'.
Later that night, alone at the end of the day, I googled "spanking". I did a lot of reading! The next day, I kept obsessing on spanking. It consumed me so much, that I just had to know just what all of this spanking nonsense was about.
Let me stop here and tell you that I had been seeing an "Erotic Massage Provider" since about 2001. I hadn't gone to see her for over 2 years, mostly due to financial concerns. She provided only erotic massage and a "hand job" finish, but that was all I'd needed! It occured to me that she did provide some light BDSM type services. Her time costs over $3 a minute, but this seemed a safe and easy way to help me explore my curiosity. I called her, we caught up and spoke for about 45 minutes. It was good to talk to an old friend. She said to come on up.
When I arrived, we started as normal, with a relaxing but stimulating massage. This is when I told her I really needed her help in exploring a curiosity I had. She was more than happy to help! She was massaging me, and had me on my stomach on the bed. She was between my legs, on her knees and rubbing my back. Without warning, she started mixing slaps on my ass with the rubdown. Shortly, I didn't want the massage, but wanted to take things a step further.
She sat on an ottoman-type seat and down I went OTK. (It's odd, I am 202 pounds and she's about 5' 5" and maybe 105 pounds, here I am across her knee?!?!?) Well, she started with the spanking again and the submissive pose I took intensified the pleasure!!! When she yelled, "Bad BOY!" and hit me as hard as she could, I got excited - my erection stuck between her legs and she said, "Oh, I can tell you like being a 'bad boy'!"
It seems silly to me, to be called a 'bad boy' at age 47 by a 30 year old woman half my physical size, it seems silly - but the fact remains that I liked it more than I thought I would.
We are about 20 mins into our time together and maybe 10-15 minutes into the spanking. And I'm already wanting more! But she had nothing to hit me with, DAMN! THen, I remembered my leather belt from my jeans. I asked her if she'd use it on me, she said, "Sure. If that's what you think you want, Mark."
So, I quickly got it and handed it to my cute, petite and naked punisher!
I jumped on the bed, with her standing to my left, I got on "all fours", wondering just how far I could let this go before it ceased to be fun. I would soon find out!
She started "strapping" me with the folded-over belt. It hurt, but it was wonderful. As the session continued, (the strapping went on for close to 40 minutes) I encouraged her to "turn up the heat". She complied. We also went into the mirror-covered bathroom so I could watch her hit me. It intensified the passion by seeing her draw back and let it go. But it wasn't as much fun standing up (even with the view) as being in a "presenting" position on the bed. We took a water break for about 3 minutes and then went back at it. I knew my time (1 1/2 hour session) was slipping away. She said, "you are REALLY enjoying this, aren't you?"
I said, "Oh, I am."
She: "I am surprised, Mark, you never seemed the type that would go in for this."
Me: "I am as surprised as you are!"
About 25 minutes into it, I told her to "try to hurt me, I want to see how far I can go." She combined some light hits with the most powerful ones she could do (she said she'd imagine the face of her neighbor on my ass and try to beat her senseless!) She also would space the strikes out at irregular intervals, even leaving the room to go to the kitchen and QUIETLY returning so as to hit me with NO warning! This was WONDERFUL. The cracking sound of my folded-over belt was WONDERFUL! It was so LOUD!
Towards the end, she was throwing her whole body weight into it to hit me as hard as she could. It hurt, but it also gave me an almost painfully strong erection. Some hits were hard enough, and she would surprise me by delaying and quietly striking, so that I'd actually fall from all fours to a prone position on the bed. IT WAS SO WONDERFUL! Once, even before I got back up and 'assumed the postion', she struck me while lying there. This startled the hell out of me! (She was worth every dollar I paid her). After about 40 minutes, and within 20 minutes of our time being up, she said, "You are really getting read back here, and you have a 'welt' on your right cheek." I reached around and felt my flushed, warm ass and a little puffy lump on the lower part of my right cheek. I was so proud that I'd taken such a beating and enjoyed the hell out of it. I took about 15 more good hits and we sat together on the bed for a hand job finish.
I usually respond to her hands and lotions very well. And I did come, but the fact was, after what I'd been thru, the handjob was a bit of a let down!!!!!! I simply liked being, well, beaten like an animal!
Afterwards we talked for a minute and she said it again, "I am really surprised, Mark. You simply never struck me as the type to enjoy all of that, and you REALLY enjoyed it. I spank quite a few clients, but only a few get off on it like you did. I think you should explore this more."
And I DID explore it more. I joined this site. Two days later, I told my female friend about getting spanked by the lady above. She asked me why I didn't ask HER to do it! I told her I didnt' feel comfortable asking a platonic friend to do that, AND I wanted a 'disinterested professional' to help me explore this.
Well, she said she was willing to spank me, if only for the chance to see me naked!!! So, that evening I undressed for her and she strapped me with the belt for about 10 minutes. It was just as wonderful as the night before! But she ALSO pointed out that I had three "black and blue" marks on my right cheek from the previous day's beating! I was so proud, the redness had gone away but the bruises matured into marks that took 7 days to go away!
The next friday was the "Forum Members" party at 1763. I attended but started to suffer from terrible pain in my shoulder that is the result of going too far with my push-ups and other exercises that I started 8 weeks ago. I left the party before it WAS a party. I was so pissed that I was gonna miss out on such a cool new adventure!
But, I will be back. I will be naked, I will take a beating and I will have the time of my life! (Still not sure about a "whip", it sounds like too much for me. But I will at least TRY to take it.) The spanking bench looks like fun, but also posing for my beating and taking commands such as "present that ass", and "keep still, you aren't done" sound like fun, too. In my experience above, the spanker was really taking MY commands - which is why the not knowing when or how hard she would hit was important, it took the 'control' away from me. And that was important to my experience.
-----------
I got my question answered, I now know I like being 'spanked' almost more than I like pounding a girl's pussy with my dick. I might just like it even MORE than sex.
But I now have a list, a list of so many MORE questions:
What am I: A sub? A bottom? A slave?
Or am I just a guy who likes to have women spank/belt/whip/beat me, and will I be a misfit at 1763?
Would I allow a GUY to turn my ass red? Would I enjoy it?
Will I really have the nerve to get naked in a group setting?
Will I REALLY like being naked around a big group of people?
Will I have the smallest penis in the room, and if I do, will anyone care but me?
Will I have the largest penis in the room, and if I do, will anyone care but me?
Do I obsess on things too much? (I think we have the answer to that one already.)
--------
Thanks for reading!
Stay tuned to "Pizza's Discovery --- Diary of a BSDM Novice" and learn the answer to these and other questions. And I'll learn as you do...